Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Super frustration............

So, I'm currently sitting at my desk, fighting back tears of frustration and the only place I can vent is here.

I love my job. I love the people I work for and with.

Let's get that out of the way.

However, sometimes I get so frustrated by the "status quo" that I feel like giving up.

There's this situation. A situation that has been the same for years and doesn't need to be. And, the situation could be changed, but I keep slamming myself up against brick walls every time I broach the subject.

As in, I walked into an office and before I could even get the question out was told, "No. Absolutely not."

Earlier this week, I was stunned at another person's though process relating to this situation. Someone, who before has raged against the machine and proclaimed how much support they have for the situation, completely turned the tables and I was literally left speechless.

I really want to scream at everyone who says they care, but clearly don't......... because if they did, this situation wouldn't exist.

And, I'm not being very specific or making any sense. But, unfortunately, that's the way it has to be on this public forum.

I love my job and I love the people I work for............ but, weeks like this where something I hold very dear is put on the line......... it seriously makes me want to just throw in the towel.

5 comments:

Hillary (First Yr Wife) said...

I'm so sorry you're dealing with such a crappy situation. I hope things turn around for you soon!

Brittany Ann said...

I felt like this at the school I worked at in FL. I'm so sorry hun. I'm praying for you.

Melissa said...

So sorry, Jess. I hope things change. :( Prayers for you!

McKenzie said...

I'm sorry, I really hope that things get better for you at work.

Lil' Woman said...

I hope things can change for you soon! :)